HELP WANTED

As many of you know already Nickolas tried to kill himself. I really don't know what to think about the whole thing because I too have been suicidal in my teenage years. I overcame the thoughts by becoming a cutter and for me that was the best kind of therapy there was. I no longer cut or have suicidal thoughts because I have learned how to manage my thoughts by suppressing them or painting or taking pictures. Nickolas is in up a hospital in Ogden, finally getting some help. Nickolas said the reasons why he tried to kill himself is he hates the entire Clan Family Members. I have known he wants to be an only child. Anyway, another reason is that, mom and I do not have full time jobs. Mom is a substitute teacher. And I take care of Max. So if anyone out there in BlogWorld has any ideas on how to get a job working at home but not working with phones, as I have already tried that and it's really not for me because I get too angry with the customers. Or I do have a bachelor degree in Liberal arts. I really don't know what kind of job that it will get me, but I need to be able to take care of Max because he is disabled. Any kind of job that would let me take him to work with me incase anything happened. Also, if anyone has any ideas about how to help Nick let us know, I just got done reading a book about teen suicide and I am still lost.