HELP WANTED

As many of you know already Nickolas tried to kill himself. I really don't know what to think about the whole thing because I too have been suicidal in my teenage years. I overcame the thoughts by becoming a cutter and for me that was the best kind of therapy there was. I no longer cut or have suicidal thoughts because I have learned how to manage my thoughts by suppressing them or painting or taking pictures. Nickolas is in up a hospital in Ogden, finally getting some help. Nickolas said the reasons why he tried to kill himself is he hates the entire Clan Family Members. I have known he wants to be an only child. Anyway, another reason is that, mom and I do not have full time jobs. Mom is a substitute teacher. And I take care of Max. So if anyone out there in BlogWorld has any ideas on how to get a job working at home but not working with phones, as I have already tried that and it's really not for me because I get too angry with the customers. Or I do have a bachelor degree in Liberal arts. I really don't know what kind of job that it will get me, but I need to be able to take care of Max because he is disabled. Any kind of job that would let me take him to work with me incase anything happened. Also, if anyone has any ideas about how to help Nick let us know, I just got done reading a book about teen suicide and I am still lost.

Lagoon Day

On Thursday was the Layton Construction work party for Beau's work. Layton was so generous to have the party up at Lagoon. So Jessica and my mom all told me to wear a jacket because it was suppose to rain the day we were going to Lagoon. But of course i thought to myself am too smart for that so i didn't wear a jacket.... Honestly who do i think i am? I froze that whole day we were at Lagoon because it poured rain we were all drenched from head to toe. That was the only down side of are whole adventure at Lagoon and that Savannah and I "Nick" both got motion sick from the swings then we road Wicked and after that we went on the Centennial Screamer, my stomach was not happy with me after that ride. And i am the kind of guy who doesn't like to see his food twice, but if this is a little TMI i saw it twice once i got home.
But it was a fun experience everyone who was there was having fun even though it was raining wildly it didn't matter we all had fun and that's all that counts when it comes to this family.